Saturday, November 12, 2011

Because I Matter Too....

As a first time mom, my world changed.  Bringing home a new baby was full of joy, fun, amazement, and undeniable love.  One thing a new baby didn't offer was free time.  My son is nearly a year old.  In that year, I took care of him, the house, my husband, and our pets.   I felt guilty for doing things on my own, especially things like exercise in which I would have to take time away from my baby daily. 
Then one day it dawned on me.  If I'm not a healthy fit mom, am I really the best that I can be for him?  He is getting to the stage where he copies me.  I don't want him copying me in negative ways.  It was time for a change.  I talked to my friend who wanted to do the Insanity program together.  I bought it.  I bought it and did two weeks.  It sat on the DVD player unused. 
Then I decided to start up again.  Once again it got two weeks worth of use before I stopped.  I just didn't have it in me.  My son kept wanting me to play, he wasn't doing well in his playard, and during naps I was busy cleaning.  By the time my husband was around I started working on dinner and spending time as a family.  I discussed all of this with my own coach.  In a nutshell, she told me I was making excuses and that if I didn't make time, I wouldn't see the results that I needed.  She was right and it was just the kick in the pants that I needed.
Since then, I have been working out diligently to the Insanity program.  I just finished recovery week and will be going to the second, harder set of DVD's.  In just a month, I have lost 9 lbs and gone down a clothing size.  My clothes that were once to tight are now fitting.  I have more energy and I may not get everything done in one day but that's ok.  Why?  Because I matter.  I'm not just a mommy and a wife.  I'm a woman who wants to look and feel her best.  It's time for me to make a transformation.  From frumpy housewife to hot momma!
I hope that by journaling my experiences I can inspire someone else.  Join me on my quest to End the Trend of Obesity! Thanks for stopping bye and God bless!

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